There are TOO MANY white people in this picture.
A couple things about this.
1. It’s pretty awesome that the top bowler in the world still bowls league nights in his home country.
2. It’s pretty invaluable for this Google Glass video to show his positioning on the lanes when he delivers the ball as to where his eyes are looking when he shoots. (Though it’d be better with a second angle on his hands since he is a two handed bowler and I think getting the revs he’s putting into it would be badass as well.)
3. This just proves that if I’m rich enough, I want to build a bowling lane somewhere in my house or homestead.
Okay, so I know the blocker and catcher were used forever, but I don’t buy into Irbe wearing the same leg pads for his whole career until the 2000s. Never knew he wore Vaughn— always thought he was a Koho guy.
I’m at a point now where I feel like I’m a sounding board.
My emotions don’t matter.
My life doesn’t matter.
I’m here to listen.
And it sucks because I have issues.
But I can’t share them because it scares people away.
I hate being like this.
I hate hating life like I do.
I hate being alone and being at everyone else’s beckon call.
I hate life.
I bought a bowling ball today.
Two reasons I felt the need to buy one: 1. The house balls are always too inconsistent with what I need and 2. It’ll get me out more.
Recently, I’ve felt just general disdain for life. I don’t enjoy much anymore, it’s too hard to get up and face the day, and just overall bored with my everyday life. I’ve plateaued on my meds, too, so that doesn’t help at all. I hate where I’m at in the world— personally, professionally, and any other way I can think of.
So I bought a bowling ball.
The investment will pretty much make me go out and expand this hobby because if I don’t, then it’s a waste of my money. Plus, thinking of joining a league is always something that’s out there.
If nothing else, this will be an escape and a way to get my mind off things for a short time by knocking down pins at a high velocity.
"I need the hope I always tell my friends about"